thoughts existing independently
in this space of daytime
a body of thoughts
without interjections
mental powers,thoughts and reflections
today I keep in a collection
thoughtful consideration
the idea how a writer works
drawing interpretation
like knee jerks
things in the mind
bring out meaning of pontification
if the duties call of dictionaries clerks
I understand the records I am keeping
with all the poetry I am recording
in this space of time
deep into my thoughts
nose in the dictionary
hours of the afternoon
a choice to the contrary
the natural opposite to poetry
boring confusion by ugly with the dull
state of mind
the clearness I present
beauty by poetry is my intent
a purpose
a design
a meaning
of mental power
exciting beauty
the blooming of a flower
in the imagination
growing with the hour
yes,the hours of the daytime
I find
in my mind
in the moments that I choose
through
pain & dread
the wet black dog
rears his ugly head
through
depression
ugly truths
untimely hurt
and thoughts about how
I used to live in my youth
the regret
things I can't change
the quiet phonographs
I've taken in my mind
my confusion
how I was mistaken
things I can't change
I need some one to tell me
I need some one to call my name
through these oceans of hours
through these pathways
through these rainy days
how I see myself these days
I mistake my pain for truth
I love true things
I can't stand the pain
magnifying the thoughts
of bitterness
of shame
I've learned not to be so proud
shelter the blame
I've learned how to listen
life is not a game
even in this sandbox world
I don't have to choose sides
mr.middle
hope to bloom
in the imagination
regeneration like the flower in my mind
regeneration of mental power in my daytime
in the imagination
my hope I will not belittle
my hope
my hope
is real
like my thoughts
I am real
how I think
how I feel
sharing
writing
to get it out
to not conceal
reality
stating facts
about me
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