negative affirmations
suicidal ideation
it doesn't help to hide
thoughts of suicide
feelings of crippled inside
out of step with the world
oh,how I've tried to hide
not to let those thoughts gain ground
traumatic stress
psychosis
paranoia
the many deaths I've died
breaking my heart
worrying my mind
out of step with the world
no matter what you think
about suicide
makes my heart sink
because,I have come so far
apartment & car
support from my therapist
listening
when my emotions twist
out of step with the world
only I can tell
when I'm not sleeping well
in a living hell
I am not feeling well
not to let those thoughts gain ground
when my heart pounds
suicidal thoughts
slip and drop down
fight the loneliness
and the pain abounds
left with the post traumatic stress
out of step with the world
when my heart pounds
from thinking those thoughts
not to let those thoughts gain ground
forgetting all of my truths
positive affirmations
the facts I use
when I am talking
in therapy
when I am making the connections
getting under the surface
the exterior boundary
of me
my problems
out of step with the world
trouble is I see to much
only believing in things
I can see & touch
ruled by my feelings
oh,how feelings change
comes the joy
comes the pain
the good don't last as long
believe in god and be strong
creator
ruler
fate unfurled
in this sad
in this beautiful
world
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